THINGKING OUT LOUD
Do you believe your dreams? I'm not sure that I can achieve my dreams, because all of my dreams are something that not easy to achive. No, it's possible but I have to do hard effort to get it. Someday, I'm going to give my self a challenge even I'm so afraid of what I'm going to do, but my life will be ruined by my afraidness. Life is hard. Nobody told me that their life was easy. Yes, I'm at the point now where I think my life is so hard. I even think how if I am someone else because I really hate myself. LIFE IS HARDER WHEN YOU START THE JOURNEY WITH YOUR OWN FOOT! But, each step that your foot made will bring you to the beautiful destination. I believed that! It's really hard to start. I have a big intention of how to achieve my dreams. But it's really really hard to me. I know that I will be trapped in my own life. Oh God, I'm still afraid!! God is waiting for me to do something. He is watching me now. He always beside of me. But I'm